July 02, 2009

God is...Jealous

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Hosea and Gomer by John Piper

The old man and his wife sat by

The winter fire and looked out high
Above the plains of Ephraim,
And saw around the last regime
Of Israel the shadows snake
Their way from east to west and take
Possession of Samaria.
"How long until Assyria,'
They thought, "would break Hoshea's rod,
And violate the wife of God?"

But strange as it may seem, the doom
They saw across the land left room
For hope. And when they looked into
Each other's eyes, as they would do
At night, they knew, as none could know
But they, that God would bend his bow
Against the charms of foreign men,
And take his faithless wife again.
They knew it could and would be done,
As surely as the rising sun
Drives darkness back unerringly,
And drowns it in the western sea.
They knew, because they had rehearsed
The tragedy and played it first
Themselves with passion and deceit.

"It's true that life is far more sweet,"
Hosea thought, "when it is lost,
Then bought again at dreadful cost;
And love grows strong when it must wait,
And deep when it is almost hate."

Such things as these he often said
To Gomer as they watched the red
And crimson echoes of the sky
Descend Mount Tabor's cliffs and die
In darkness far below. And she
Would say to him, "Your love for me
Was like a mountain waterfall,
And I the jagged stone. Of all
The knives and hammers once applied
None made me smooth or clean. They tried,
But harlotry was in my blood,
Until your love became a flood
Cascading over my crude life
And kept me as your only wife."

They knew as none but they could know
What it would mean that long ago
The Lord allowed his love to swell,
And married faithless Israel.

The passing of the years now found
The children grown and gathered 'round
This night: Jezreel and Loammi,
Hosea's sons, and at his knee
Loruhamah. The room was sweet
With memories, and each replete
With pleasure and with ample pain.
Among the memories one main
Experience above the rest
Embraced them all. It was the best;
Indeed it was the mountain spring
Of every happy stream from which
The family ever drank, and rich
With hope. It was Hosea's love.
The children stood in wonder of
The way he loved, and Gomer too.
But this had not always been true.

Hosea used to say, "It's hard
To be a seer, and prophet bard.
The price is high when he must sing
A song of ruin over everything
In lyrics written with his life
And lose his children and his wife."

And so it was, Hosea heard
The Lord. It was the strangest word
A holy prophet ever got:
And every pointed precept shot
Like arrows at Hosea's life:
"Go take a harlot for your wife,"
Thus says the Lord, "And feel with me
The grief and pain of harlotry.
Her father's name is Diblaim;
He makes fertility with cream
And raisin cakes. He will not see
Her go without a price, for she
Has brought him profits from her trade.
Now go, and let her price be paid;
And bring her back and let her bear
Your son. Call him Jezreel. For there
Is coming soon a day when I
Will strike and break the bloody thigh
Of Jehu's brutal house, and seal
With blood the valley of Jezreel.

And after that, though she's defiled.
Go in, and get another child,
And make your tender face like rock.
Call her Loruahmah and lock
Your heart against all sympathy:
`Not pitied' is her name. No plea
From faithless Israel will wake
My sympathy till I forsake
My daughter in the wilderness.

Now multiply once more distress:
Hosea, go beget a son,
For there is yet one child to shun,
And call him Loammi, in shame,
For `Not My People' is his name."

Hosea used to walk along
The Jordan rim and sing the song
His father Beeri used to sing.
Sometimes the tune and truth would bring
Him peace, and he would pause and look
At all the turns the Jordan took,
To make its way down to the sea,
And he would chant from memory:

Think not, my son, that God's great river
Of love flows simply to the sea,
He aims not straight, but to deliver
The wayward soul like you and me.
Follow the current where it goes,
With love and grace it ever flows.

The years went by, the children grew,
The river bent and Gomer knew
A dozen men. And finally
She left and traveled to the sea,
And sold herself to foreign priests
Who made the children serve at feasts
Until they had no shame.
And then
The God of grace came down again,
And said, "Hosea, go, embrace
Your wife beside the sea. And place
Your hand with blessing on the head
Of Loammi, and raise the dead
Loruhamah to life in me,
And tell Jezreel that I will be
For him a seed of hope to sow
In righteousness. Hosea, go,
The gracious river bends once more."

And so the prophet loved these four
Again, and sought them by the sea,
And bought them with the equity
Of everything he owned.
That was
The memory tonight, because
Hosea loved beyond the way
Of mortal man. What man would say,
"Love grows more strong when it must wait,
And deeper when it's almost hate."

Jezreel spoke softly for the rest,
"Father, once more let us be blessed.
What were the words from long ago
That gave you strength to love us so?
Would you please bless us with your rhyme,
And sing it for us one more time?"

"Think not, my son, that God's great river
Of love flows simply to the sea,
He aims not straight, but to deliver
The wayward soul like you and me.
Follow the current where it goes.
With love and grace it ever flows."

"And children," Gomer said with tears,
"Mark this, the miracle of years."
She looked Hosea in the face
And said, "Hosea, man of grace,
Dark harlotry was in my blood,
Until your love became a flood
Cascading over my crude life
And kept me as your only wife.
I love the very ground you trod,
And most of all I love your God."

This is the lamp of candle four:
A bride made ready at the door.
A shabby slave waits her embrace,
Blood-bought and beautified by grace.


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June 29, 2009

The Summer

I guess it's official.  The summer is now upon us.  I've been putting it off for a few weeks.  So here it is.  Things I'm looking forward to this summer both personally and for The Bridge Church.


  • Peru Trip- July 15-24.  Seven Bridgers will be joining about 20 others from different U.S. Churches and the local church in Lima to build 5 church, host daily kids clubs, street drama and lots of other incredible things.  
  • I have the privilege of preaching at some worship services at the churches in Lima as well as some at the nightly neighborhood services.
  • ONE a one day conversation about melding vision of the church overall and children's youth leaders vision.  Hosted by New Spring.  This is gonna be good.
  • Montana- I was invited by the CMA to go to Montana for a week for some spiritual formation, intensive study and seminars.  I have high expectations for this.  
  • Long Runs- it sounds stupid but I know I can run 10-19 miles I just don't know how my body will do in the 85+ degree heat and high humidity over 10-19 miles.  We'll see.  This is in preparation for the Marine Corps Marathon, Oct. 25.
  • Ohio trip- I'll be going to visit my best friend and missionary to Russia (home for the next year) at the end of August.  It's good to reconnect.  
  • Bridge 100- The challenge to live passionately and sacrificially for ONE year to ONE hundred people is out there and some have chosen to accept this challenge.  I'm looking forward to seeing these brave souls empowered and encouraged to pursue their individual calling at The Bridge pursues its collective calling.
So much for a slow summer huh?

June 15, 2009

Small Church Pastor

I can't tell you how hard that is for me to type.  I'm a small church pastor.  It's much easier the second time in case you were wondering.  Perhaps the words that follow will encourage another small church pastor, that is my sincere hope.

  • Is my leadership destructive or detrimental to the growth of the Church God has called me to lead?
  • Am I prepared to facilitate growth?  If God brought 50 people into my church in the next 3 months would I know how to lead them from the front door to a vital relationship with their savior Jesus Christ?  Are we prepared to lead people spiritually?  Are the steps in place physically and spiritually?
  • Are our ministries poised for growth?  
  • Have we created a climate where growth is conducive?  Our actions, language, worship, preaching, ministries, etc?

Those are a few of the things that keep small churches small.  But as of today, I am convinced that all of those questions can be answered, YES we are conducive to growth and the growth may or may not take place.  

My beef is this.  Small churches like to make the excuse that "we can't do this or that because we're small".  Bull!  There are many small churches that are destructive to any growth they might ever witness.  Whether intentional or not I cannot say but clearly there are behaviors that are destrictuve to growth.  These small churches need a wake up call, perhaps an outside voice or consultation or maybe just a good old Holy Spirit butt stomping.  Those are fun!

I believe the greatest service and ministry a small church pastor can do for his small church is this:

1.  Like Steven Furtick said "Like Tom Hanks on Castaway you get those two little sticks and you rub them together and you work and work and work and you get a little ember and then you work and you blow on that ember and you work and work and you get a little spark and when you get that spark you just keep working it".  (my paraphrase) We stop making excuses as to what we can't do because we're small and realize we serve the same enormous God that cannot be defined and cannot be contained.  My Bible still has the verse in Ephesians 3:20- Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us.
2.  Realize that God has led people to you that He wants you to lead.  And he wants you to lead them richly and deeply and with a fullness of the faith.  He wants you to call them to unimaginable things because the Spirit is still at work. He does not call us to make excuses but to GO and be the church.  Small churches can make big differences.  Live big lives.

Meeting

The passsage in Hebrews that says "do not forsake meeting together" is a good one.  It's especially applicable today when so many people consider attending church twice a month as "regular".  I really want to go on a tirade about this subject but I've decided no to today.  The only thing I'll say before I move on to my next point is that I really don't understand how someone can wake up on their day of worship, consider the God in the heavens and the object of their worship and affection and then come up with something they'd rather do than to go and worship Him.  I just don't get it.  

Whether it be out of desire, duty, or something else; I don't see how that pull isn't so powerful that it only wins 50% of the time.

I think equally dangerous in our thinking is the thought that our weekly gathering to worship defines us as believers.  I just started reading finally alive by John Piper.  He notes that by statistics it appears that "born agains" show no difference in behavior and lifestyle than those are not born again.  Many have used this statistics to say that there is no difference. no change, when a person comes to salvation in Jesus Christ.  Piper declares that this simply means the church is full of people who assume they are born again but are deceived.  Wow.

So all that to say, yes, we can't forsake meeting together but by all means lets not let our meeting together deceive us into thinking that is living out the gospel.  That takes place the rest of the week.  Our meeting together is just a rally, a brief respite from the work, our one hour of vacation, of rejuvenation of refueling before we get out there and get back to living out the gospel.  

June 11, 2009

The Deity Formerly Known as God

Yesterday I highlighted some quotes from this book.  You know, the stuff I underlines or bracketed if the quote was too long to underline.  Let me just emphasize again that this book is incredibly timely for me and I think a beneficial read for just about anyone.  By no means is it an all encompassing definition of God and that certainly was never the author's intent.  The first half of the book addresses distorted and destructive images of God we have either been given or formed for ourselves.  The second half of the book brings attention to six constructive images of God as brought to light by the one that knows him better than any of our feeble attempts- Jesus Christ.


My underlines:
  • Give us this day our daily bread...even if it comes at midnight.
  • The question is never one of whether or not God will provide, but rather, will you ask him to?
  • We have been raised in a culture that has approached prayer with a sense of reverence and reservation that can sometimes border on fear and timidity.  Prayers smothered in the repetitive reluctance of such phrases as "if it be your will," "if it pleases you," "if you can." Prayers that prefer, in place of knocking, to leave a polite note slid under the door at the gates of heaven.
  • These women prayed like lions.  These women actually believed God[s promises].
  • God is both just and generous.
  • God cannot garden at a distance.
  • Before we can begin to understand what we are to do with our lives, we must know who the Father is and who is his son.
  • Before you go you stay.
  • Our job could not be any simpler:  All we have to do is stay.
  • Connectedness starves our selfishness.
  • We have a hard time believing that we are loved long before we even lift a finger.  
  • Before your language [how you pray] can ever be beautiful, it has to be personal.  Before any sense of intricacy, must come intimacy.  If your prayer starts with Abba [daddy, uncomfortably personal for our almighty God], it changes every word that follows.
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  • God is not fair.
  • In God's economy, all are rewarded by the disproportionate quotient of grace.

June 10, 2009

God



As part of participating in One Prayer with over 1700 churches and more than 1 million people around the world we are also focusing on "God is..." for the sermon series.  This was originally a four part sermon series for the month of June but will extend a bit longer now.  How much longer?  I'm not sure.  I just feel a peace about not rushing a sermon series about the person and character and deity of God.  Wonder why?

Part of this is also due to the fact that while I was at Ollie's the other day, and for those that don't know Ollie's is a buy out store that sells just about everything, and I came across a book titled "The Deity Formerly known as God".  At first glance I figured it was an emergent's attempt at redefining God and I just wasn't interested in that.  But my attention was drawn back to it as the Holy Spirit only can and I picked it up.  I read a little about the author Jarrett Stevens and figured it might be worth the $4 the book was selling for.  Boy was it!  Now that I'm about half way into the book I realize I think I heard him do a catalyt lab a few years back but I can't be certain about that.

Anyway this book is SOLID.  Some quotes from it.

  • Have I crafted my own version of God?  Where did it come from?
  • You can tell you have created God in your own image when it turns out that he or she hates all the same people you do.  -Anne Lamott
  • Accumulated "goodness", and/or lack of "badness," defines our depth of devotion to God.  (catch the point, please)
  • While it's true that most of us have a decent sense of reverence and respect for the old man[God], few of us really believe that he's got a grip on what's going on in our world, and fewer still would be willing to bank their one and only life on a God who seems to be in the twilight of his eternity.
  • The "Grand Old Man' is treated with reverence and respect- look at what a help He was to our forefathers- but He can hardly be expected to cope with the complexities and problems of life today.  J.B. Phillips.
  • God is not dead but you'd never guess it by going to church.
  • There is a Grand Canyon-sized gap between busyness and godliness, intimacy and insanity.  
  • We have found ways of making almost everything around us somehow about us.
  • It is possible to spend your whole life filling your plate with your favorite parts about God, while your soul slowly starves from divine malnourishment.  
  • The trouble with many people today is that they have not found a God big enough for modern needs. J.B. Philips
  • There is no more powerful force in the universe that shapes your perception of and experience with God outside of your parents.  

That's what I've got from the first half of the book.  I'll be back with the second half.


June 05, 2009

Adoption

A brief word of introduction and then on to what's on my mind.


Heather and I have decided that it's time to begin the process of having our third child.  We have long considered adoption.  Heather since she was 5 years old and me for about 10 years now.  At Christmas this past year though some conversation and a possibility that Heather was pregnant we both were shocked to realize we both agreed that it was time for adoption.

But it's not something we eased into.  One day we were talking about the "what if" our third child was born of another mother?  "What if" we pursue a african-american or bi-racial child instead of having a[nother] caucasian baby?  It was hypothetical in conversation one day and then those "what ifs" turned to "when".  

In January after the holidays calmed down a bit we contacted a few adoption agencies.  We interview two and decided to go with Bethany Christian Services.  We like that Bethany is unashamedly a christian organization.  They offer adoption planning and family planning they do not offer abortion as an option.  This was important to us.  And do the paperwork and process began. 

At this stage its hard to gauge where we're at in the process considered we don't know when or even how it will end.  Since we are seeking to adopt a non-caucasian baby the process of placement will generally go much faster once all our background checks and home studies are complete.  But there's no guarantee. 

So the adoption introduction is complete.

Last night we had our first adoption class.  This was a basic primer to adoption.  It taught us some vocabulary and some better ways to explain the process and how to avoid negative words.  Useful.  But before that we had a time of introduction.  There were twelve people (six couples) in attendance.  Heather and I figured we were slightly odd in that we can have biological children and still sought adoption but I wasn't prepared to be the ONLY couple in which that was the case.  It was so eye opening to hear the other couple's brief introduction yet it including so much heart ache of trying to conceive, lost children via miscarriage and then the realization that adoption was going to be the only way they would have a child.

Adoption's foundation is found in loss.  Both loss from the birth mother who is choosing what is best for her child and loss from the adoptive parents in the loss of not being able to have children.  It was emphasized that having children does not "cure" the sense of loss and the grieving that needs to be processed of not being able to have biological children.  The information was very good, helpful and eye opening for me.  

I'm sure I'll revisit the meeting last night at least one more time but that's it for not.  I never can fully invest in something until it's right in my face.  Adoption is now right in my face.  I'm happy about that.

June 04, 2009

Reminder

I was reminded yesterday in a conversation with some friends about my calling.  In sharing it with them for the first time I was reminded of how absolutely absurd it sounds.  


So when did you decide you were going to be a pastor?
At Eight.
Eight?
Yes.  

They were gracious, genuinely interested and affirming.  They were amazed and slightly shocked.  

Later I was thinking and was reminded at how indeed weird it is that my calling came at such a young age.  My behavior at times did not indicate my future by my calling in my mind and spirit never wavered.  I was then reminded by God that's its not all that strange at all considering he knew my calling and the details of my life before I was ever formed.  Not that's amazing and slightly shocking.  Ok, maybe more than slightly.

So often we view life as one big question mark... and it is.  To us.  But not Him, the one who has named the stars.  The one who holds the galaxies in his hands.  There is no mystery to Him.  Praise him.

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May 28, 2009

Mobile

My first mobile blog. Let's have a go at it. Does your location while mobile blogging? I'm at dunkin' if you are counting.

I woke up on monday with a clear sense of what my sermon SHOULD be this sunday, the final confession of the series.

So inevitably I have wrestled all week on the content and ramifications of what it means in my life. I kept getting stuck on the idea that pursuing the lost seems to be an opposing thought to holyness. It seems to be in the world that we will get dirty. We will see things, hear things, and be confronted with situations we would otherwise be spared from.

But then I contemplate self-righteousness as opposed to righteousness and I gain a little perspective. I think we have to wrestle, risk, dare, challenge. That is scary and hard and NECESSARY.

But as of this morning I couldn't articulate it a fraction as well. How do you preach that? Then I got the email from www.perrynoble.com and was encouraged by his blog post today. Nick Cerda

May 26, 2009

ONE

Bridge ONE Hundred- ONE hundred people sacrificially and passionately living out the gospel of Jesus Christ for ONE Year.  I have a calling, from God, and believe that even with such a  small group of people we could change the world.  

  1. The gospel has power.
  2. God equips those he calls and he is faithful to them. 
It would be fun to say "In a dream" or "revelation" God spoke to me and other Bridgers and told us areas that we should be "going" to.  While I believe and have experience God working that manner this time he opted for a more method.  He caused us to open our eyes and identify four obvious "duh" areas that we need to be going to.

Young Families- Our area is filled with young(ish) middle class families.  Full work schedule, running here and there and simply living life in 2009 makes these parent's busy.  The very life they are working for seems to be passing them with little quality family time with their children.  These parents are also looking for ways to have the marriage and children they know they can have.  Unfortunately this can't be bought...

Underprivileged- We don't have to walk far to find the poor, homeless, and under advantaged.  The scriptures make it pretty clear that we're supposed to do SOMETHING for them.  

College Aged- I have to admit this age group has been one of the most frustrating for me.  It's defined more by a stage of life than age.  It encompasses those ages 18-35, single or newly married, low commitment, high ADD (maybe I'm wrong?).  We've begun to ask maybe we aren't speaking their language, maybe we aren't reaching their hearts for Jesus.  This one is hot on the burner- start looking for more information about this "go".  

Worship- Where can I go to encounter the presence of God?  I'm not naive enough to think this question gets asked out loud on a regular basis but I'm convinced it is asked in people's hearts and heads on a regular basis.  I don't know about you but I want to go to a worship gather (church) where God is worshipped, He is preached and those who believe are being called to minister in the capacity He has called them to.  No more attending church just to attend, attend to make a difference.  Let the church be a mission outpost of hope rather than a place of refuge from the world.

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